domingo, 29 de junho de 2014
I don't understand people who don't want to stop, to freeze in time, to be absorbed by details and horrendous memories, to just stare and be above all absorbed by existence it self. Someone once told me what hurts it's keep moving, they were wrong what it hurts it's to be stuck in same place and see the knife getting through the same area in your body over and over and over again, but you just don't move you embrace the pain.
Keep moving is forgetting that it hurts, it's a continually entertainment of lies, of pretending to be, smiling with the knife stuck in the corners of your mouth saying keep going if you stop it'll hurt. So stop already and feel the pain, it doesn't end never, never, never.
Lay down on the floor and wait, years, years, years. Finally you understand you never stopped, you had slow down and now you can see. See it, see it, see it, slow down and feel it.